If I Knew

The day I met you,
If I would have known,
That you'll be the one,
Then I would have shown,
How much I longed to see you,
When you were gone,
How much I wanted to hold you,
When I was all alone.

I could not sense the love for me in you,
We drove highways and rode hills,
Admiring the moon hiding in the clouds,
And morning rays in the sky getting filled,
I could have held you tighter,
And kissed you in the twinkling night,
Would have kept you warmer under my duvet,
And watched you sleeping beside.

I pronounce myself blessed,
To have you as a part of my life,
But I am sorry I could not understand,
Till I saw you taking your last breath, that
gave me a sign,
That how much I long to see you,
As you are gone,
And how much I want to hold you,
When I am all alone.